Doctors

The little guy had a big day today.

Let’s start of with last night when he was having a rough night..as was I, he had diarrhea..which I think went away already I hope..he hasn’t pooped since last night so we’ll see, I on the other hand couldn’t stop crying..I guess the depression is “coming back”..I just want to be close to Levi again, I want him to hold me and all that.

Anyway, I kept leaving and coming back into the room, every time Im around Levi I feel like crying, it’s just the whole not sleeping thing and not really getting the help at night that I would like..it’d be awesome if he would tell me “it’s ok, go back too sleep, I’ll take care of him right now” I totally get that working all day is hard and it makes him tired but still..it doesn’t even have to be every night..just once or twice a week maybe I’d be ok with that..well I guess it got too me because I told him I didn’t want to do “this” anymore..”this” meaning “us”..which upset him and made me cry more..I ended up passing out and waking up for a brief moment because he was standing behind me and was watching me sleep I think..this morning I wake up with super swollen eyes..which I was trying to get rid off before I had to go outside..tea bags, ice cubes and spoons.

At around 11:30am Elijah got even more cranky, he wanted some food but he ended up throwing that up because he ate too fast and I couldn’t get him to burp..the by 12:30 we were finally on our way to see the doctor got there at 1:06pm, waited almost 2 hours and then it was go time…they cleaned everything and prepped everything..me and levi both asked a million questions & then the doctor came in explained some more & then he did the procedure..I probably cried more then Elijah did..i know I did..he wasn’t in any pain at all, maybe when they pricked him with the anesthetic but that was the only time..he just hated being held down afterwards he out some antibiotic stuff on it and gave us some extra for the next few days, now he’s been out since we left the doctors office.

No laying on moms tummy for about 2 days..well he can it just can’t be tummy to tummy..he’s a champ.

Also he finally gained some more weight..he was 7lbs 3oz then 3 says later he was 7lbs and now he’s back at 7lbs 4oz..also they said he was 19in but when he was born they told me 20 1/2inch..his head is getting bigger too I think..he was speaking Spanish..I probably could’ve figured it out if I had paid a little more attention to him while he was all over the place.